i hate the sound of my own voice
and i resent the fact i never had a choice
a choice to mute it
like you did
i’ve had to live with it
i’ve been burdened with it

and i hate that i don’t hear myself
when i speak all i hear is somebody else
somebody who muted me
someone who lied to me
since i was too young to understand the meaning

(ssssh, don’t tell mummy)

i can change my name, i can change my direction
but i can never escape this familiar inflection
this infliction, this genetic disease

that’s why i hate the sound of my own voice

i hate the sound of my own voice


from Fallen Men EP, released November 1, 2019
Hunter Barr: Synths, Keys, Sound Design.
Ben McLees: Vocals, Electric Guitars, Bass Guitar, Drum Programming, Samples, Percussion.
Austin Davey: Electric Guitar.


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